This is what I call my state of inner turmoil: thrashing. It’s like an autumn rainstorm. Thick. Heavy. Strong.
Things have not been right for some time now. Actually, things have been more right now than ever before. And that is the contradiction I’ve been living.
I’ve been immersed both the rainstorm and the rainbow. And while being tossled and tossed by the wild winds has been difficult, I’ve been finding the beauty in the flashes of lightning and rolls of thunder…and in the rainbows left behind.
I’ve been trying to learn how to align what is true to who I am with what is true about my world. In the past six months, I’ve discovered so much about myself: what drives me, what my purpose is, why I behave in certain ways, how I protect myself, what I want from the relationships in my life. Nearly every day brings a new revelation, new inspiration. There are changes coming — I think you’ve suspected that, yes? But now, I want to be open with you and tell you that they are. I’m making space in my life. I’m taking everything that I do to a new level, from work to life to blogging. While I was hoping that I could continue posting regularly in the meantime, it’s too much for me to keep up. So I’m allowing myself this space and time, a quiet in the storm, and when I’m back, you’ll see how the light shines too.